Feel like Blogging .

It's only been ‘some’  weeks , but it seems like being ... forever . I don't know , just don't understand . Sometimes what i wanna do , just don't dare to do , but once i done it , something bad will happen and it failed too . It's so complicated and i don't understand why?

I had lots of different dreams lately , but all the dreams , had the same similar parts . Felt so scary when i woke up all the time . But still , i'll thank God for letting me wake up safely . I don't know , i had some creepy thoughts , and those thoughts all goes to negative .

Lately , been listening musics , and i really do love lying and cover my ears with musics louder and louder until i can't hear anyone talking right beside me . But the sad part is , while listening , inside my eyes always  had tears , it won't drop out and it stays inside my eyes. Why? Why can't i just cry it out as i want to be more better? more comfortable?

Well.. I guess i write till here .
I don't know she will read this or not ? Just that i wish one thing can happen to me right now , just one thing before she go back , leaving Taiwan , wishing that i can celebrate the New Year of 2013 together . Its okay if she not right beside with me , i can stay far away from her , but ... just that i wanna be the one seeing her in my 1st of the 2013 year . This maybe the bestest 2013 gift i ever have ...

When we're broke up , I notice that I really do love her , but everything came too late.Now , I just can pray for her happiness every single day .

In my life I have met many people who are really worth recalling. But perhaps the most unforgettable person I’ve ever known is one of my classmate , to peoples’ who thought that she’s just a normal girl , but for me,  I think she means more than normal . Cause , She’s not just a classmate to me ,  she is the one whom I care and I love the most . She is funny , easy to get mad but cute , pretty and more than other people can’t imagine .  

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I don’t know , from the 1^st time , me , attracted by her , she was performing a dance , it surprised me a lot , and that time I was stunned from her . Slowly , I began finding her chat in online , and I can tell , it was my greatest and happies conversation I ever had with her .

Days and days , we moved on , and we finally be together as girlfriend and boyfriend , not just a normal friend anymore . But sadly , after few months ago , we broke up . Of course , I being sad for quite a long time , but somehow , I told myself , I never regret be with her , so when people ask where I love the most , I will say Taiwan . Cause It gave me the best memory I had with her . 

Lub You seriously and badly :')

For so long , I realize that I really do lub You , and I never regret from the first till now , M :')

我知道，我真的很愛你，我從來不後悔從第一次到現在為止，M :')

LoveA break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to put it back together.

I think,

i can talk about love,


i can love or being lub,


cause


i don't respect the meaning of love,


love will make people happy with each the person you care or love the most,


but to me,


i Din't respect IT.





For me..


I don't no how to control.


Don't no how to care.


Don't no what she want when need.


Treat her cold.


Im useless in having love.





Someone..


Sorry i hurt you.


Sorry i keep on playing game din't care you.


Sorry i din't auto find you.


Sorry im not around when you in needed.


Sorry i din't understanded more about you.





Nope that you can find a guy better than me.


Jia you.


Happy that you got your friends around you.








-LOve-





Break up is like a broken mirror.
It it better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to put it back together.

=']Faith makes all things possible. Hope makes all things work. Love makes all things beautiful.

Faith makes all things Possible.

Hope makes all things Work.

Love makes all things beautiful.

Mr.Aaron - =']

Happy that you finally reply me =']
although we din't chat long in msn,
but i'm still happy that you reply me.
=']







Love isn't finding the perfect person, it is finding the imperfect person and seeing how they are perfect.

=']

long time no blog jor =']

Got a New hair.
Now my hair abit like mushroom hair infront 'ping ping' de @@
man man then ss put in fb let ppl see ='s
LOL !


I wannnnna be single liao !!
HATE Pak toh =_=''
HATE Couple =_=''

WAiting for the girl =']
Love her very much since the 1st time saw her working in easy-way.
that was so damn long man.
but what the use.
think that she like de guys not like me this kind of type.
zzz


I think i change a lot..
Cool to people.
Don't really like sms already.
for last time that me,
i damn love to sms with people.
but now i duno jor.
zzz

Life change times fly.
I hope that i can go taiwan faster,
Malaysia is not my thing anymore.
everything happen so sudden..
Thanks to my bro help me LOTS of things ..
im very happy got this bro,
hard to find le =']


I so really gonna pratice to write blog already @@
cause macam i wrote so cacat le.
haha..

The last i wanna say is..
I'm the person who don't care what you say me.
i am me.
if you know long and more i think you will think im the guy who is not that bad.
but i don't blame you my friends.
=']
Don't like me cause don't no me well i don't blame you.

write until here la. @@ go msn write updated 1st
HAHA ~

2000000100000
Mr. aaron

Please DO not Disturb !

Sometimes I don't really know what are you thinking?

Thanks you ='p

Thank You Photoscape ='p
LOLS~

End..

It just not the same anymore......

0.0''


Not The Same ='[
Feel...
lonely..
I DON'T WANT THAT !!!

Broken hearted very damn badly....

I went out with her, Finally =']
Before that im very looking forward to see her ^^v
but then,
It comes with a bad time...
Suppost is to be very damn happy, everything was very smooth..
until then,
someone came,
he who make me suddenly change mood, thanks buddy.....
funny....
I feel very,
heart broken in a sudden..
This time,
you really aim good,
right to my heart...
I feel like useless,
I feel living is just nothing for now..
DAMN !
Why i want fall in love with you?
Why i know its no guod but i still continue walk this road?
I want to stop sad..
i thought maybe i do some stupid things then i will be okay,
but,
its useless..
i can't stop jealous,
i can't stop crying..
My eyes always sudden become red.
Hate myself can't control.
Hate myself...


I really really damn miss you !
Sowie.....




I don't no why,
before you said what i still can accept or tahan..
but after yesterday,
i don't no why..
it suddenly... just like that..
i don't wanna break my promise..
but,
sometimes promise ment to be broke right?
wish you both happy always.....
I love you.


End

The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.

2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 11:32pm
Name: aaron yap
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 0
Shoe Size: 12?forget.. haha~
Height: 172

Where do you live : My sweet sweet home.
Favourite drinks: Passion fruit+ pearl , jusmin , ect..
Favourite breakfast : sao mai , he ye rice , egg or backken.

Have you ever been on a plane? : yes !
Swam in the ocean: nope~
Fallen asleep at school: absolutly YES !

Broken someone's heart: Erm.. yes i guss~ ='p
Fell off your chair: From form 1 until now, nope ='x
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Sometimes

What is your room like: Sometimes mess something tidy ='p
What's right beside you: doremon head, comic , hp , pillow and blanket.
What is the last thing you ate : potato

Ever had chicken pox: Yes.
Broken nose: nope~
Do you believe in love at first sight: erm ... sometimes?

Like picnics: hell yea ='p
Who was,were the last person you danced with: Man man and the others frens from form3.
Last made you smile: la bi xiao xin movie =']
You last yelled at: home.

Today did you~
Talk to someone you like: Nope.
Kissed anyone: nope.
Get sick: Yes, a bit.
Talk to an ex: nope.
Miss someone: Yes.
Eat: of cause got.

Best feeling in the world: im cold-blood
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Doremon count?
What's under your bed: Floor.
Who do you really hate: unlucky day.
What time is it now? : 11:51pm


Things I was doing 10 years ago: Sleep , play , walk , ect ect... ='p

5 things on my to-do list today:
1.Basketball
2.Sms
3.Game-ing
4.Yam cha
5.Blog

5 snacks I enjoy:
1.Ice cream
2.Candy
3.Koropop
4.Choclolate
5.BLANK

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1.Donate
2.Buy things that i want
3.Fly to the moon
4.Build a time mechine @.@
5.Save for my future

5 of my bad habits:
1.LC
2.Lazy
3.Small gas (sometimes)
4.Stupid
5.Fight With families = '[

5 places I have lived in:
1.My HouSe
2.Hotel
3.Relative's house
4.Friend's house
5.School(When primary)

5 people I'm tagging to:
1.Garry
2.Kelly nui nui =' p
3.Evon muii
4. QiQi
5.SS didi


END

Sunday =' [

I MISS MY Bao bei(hair) =' [
LOls~ ='p

Today when to kk gai2 a while,
Then my frens and i gone to play 'snooker' =_=''
normally we play pool de but,
my fren want to change to play snooker =_=''
walao~
It takes about an hour to finish a game =x aiks~

So,
after that..
we were going to damai to play something..
lolS~
Damai still got what to play?
just metro and cyber x loR..
guess where?
haiya~
of cz is cyber x la~
='p
Seriously i tell you..
I REALLY DAMN HATE Cyber x already,
because their line is SO BAD..
better go to e-city..
lols~
Im going to play SA de,
but,
mao bian loR..
line no gud,
so being 'force' to play dota =_=''
lolS~ ='D

stupid la today's dota game..
lolS..
suppost is 5 v 5,
then the host and other player leave joR.
host leave duno why , and the other player AFK for a long time..
force to kick out luR~
=_=''
then its fair for us 4 v 4..
then after that,
a player played moon rider in our team..
walao~
i don't why la?
suddenly die 1 time in the war then leave le..=_=''
SO DAMN NOOB..
mao bian loR..
Turn to 4 v 3 le ..
haizz..
i used ursa, my team got mirana and lion..
we 3 sapu them 4 leh ='D
keep on dauble kill and triper kill =x
wakakak~
but at last v lost cause our tower break very fast..
WTF?
Stupid moon rider leave =_=''
If not mayb will win le..
haizz ='[
nvm~
still got next time ='p
zhi wo an wei..
jia you aaron yap ='p
wakaka^^

Sowie yea,
Its all about dota =']
it was so 'kik' i played,
that my dad called me i also dun care ='p
aiya.. sowie daddy^^
what a bad boy i am..
aiks ='p

okay =']


It End's Here

Love this ss photo ='p

Me^^ SOT @.@

Me =']

CutE ^^ Oswald Boy Boy =' ]

I LOVE HIM^^

Post For Fun =']

Early Morning =' 3

Hi~
How you all doing?
Wakaka ='p
Don't really know Want to talk about what =x
hmmmm,
Feel very tired but can't sleep ='[
haha~
become night ghost again ='p
Part time de night ghost ='p

Yesterday..
That is on 18Jul2009,
I played Sudden Attack with my buddy =']
Yeepie~
but,
I think i made our squad leader mad..
haha~
I said he noob, 'suk' i.c. bla bla bla.....
then he terus leave our sq ='p
haha~
don't care him 1st la~
Sowie =']

I'm going to learn pro with the sniper (TRG)
wow~ its so syok if you know how to use =x
blek ='p
Who want Vs me then come la ='p
only noobs can vs me de ah~
^^
hahaha~

hmmm,
Nyam nyam know a pretty lady call michelle in msn =']
Nice to meet you yea^^
Everything can solve de.
I hope u will stand strong=']
And i will support you di =']
jy jy^^

If u want to cry,
its okay de,
but,
don't cry too much la,
cause later not leng lui loR =']
^^V
Sai Lou^^



It End's Here

Long Time Din posT Again =x Sowie3~

Hmm,
Don't no what to say.
This few days not really like me,
lots of things very damn fan..

But,
After today..
Its feels different,
I feel myself coming back =']
Thanks for my Doc.M and Doc.C =x
Thanks Thanks='] very much~^^

hey,
I dance today duh~
Perform in school @.@
wow~
cool huh ?
xp
its was so great when i dance,
although got little bit mistake,
but,
when i dance,
i feel...
free...relax...like flying =x
ITS FEEL NICE =']
and,
Many cool memorizeee came back when i dance =x
DAMN~

So,
Its just like this la =']
By3333333~

May16 Saturday 12:45am xp

HI all~ Long time din post duh, Paiseh yea~ Haha ='] Did you miss me? XP hope so loR~
hmm,
Next week start exam luR~
11days duh.. TT cham cham~ I got 100% all fail because..... I DIN STUDY!!! AWWWWWWW...
help help help help help help T.T
nvm laR~
xp xp

Okay~ about Today,
This afternoon my frens and i got selected to dance for teacher's day^^ HELL YEA~ Xp
Finally can show off jor~ hahahaha~ kidding =']
So the date will be on....jun13, i think~ @.@
haha~
So,
haha~ happy la^^ yeah me~ opps... i mean us ='] my team~
^^


Just came back oh.
gone out with tyson , his sister and sister' husband Xp.
We went for yam cha near CKS then after that gone to metro play pool(damai)^^
but bfore that,
tyson's sister wanna go back home 1st..
so her sweet lao gong sent her back 1st luR~
Then We go 'Wet' le~
haha xP
We played almost like 2hrs ++
WOw~
damn Sot us..
+ wont bored lagi duh~
haha^^

About 12:15 i came back home^^
thats today story =']
The end~


^^

你是我的宝贝: 曹格 Old music but nice =']

我一直在寻找
可爱的微笑
今天终于让我找到
我希望你知道
我不是开玩笑
今天才发现了你的好
你有特别的味道
让我神魂颠倒
我想我一定是中了招
呜美丽在燃烧
我快控制不了
wu..........
其实我不错
可以考虑我
什么都可以
just don't say no
我们手牵手
沙滩走一走
只要跟你在一起就足够
希望你能当我宝贝
你一定不会后悔
我只有一个要求
就是要对你好
永远不让你流泪
永远都不让你心碎
希望你相信我
我们在一起好吗
只要你相信我

Suddenly I Miss Someone ='[

MISS SOMEONE NOW ='[

wait~ 1 more xD

loL~
still got one more pic i haven put..
xD
one of my fren bcum my model le..
xDxD
wakaka =']
thanks yea ~ xD
^^