Feel like Blogging .

It's only been ‘some’  weeks , but it seems like being ... forever . I don't know , just don't understand . Sometimes what i wanna do , just don't dare to do , but once i done it , something bad will happen and it failed too . It's so complicated and i don't understand why?

I had lots of different dreams lately , but all the dreams , had the same similar parts . Felt so scary when i woke up all the time . But still , i'll thank God for letting me wake up safely . I don't know , i had some creepy thoughts , and those thoughts all goes to negative .

Lately , been listening musics , and i really do love lying and cover my ears with musics louder and louder until i can't hear anyone talking right beside me . But the sad part is , while listening , inside my eyes always  had tears , it won't drop out and it stays inside my eyes. Why? Why can't i just cry it out as i want to be more better? more comfortable?

Well.. I guess i write till here .
I don't know she will read this or not ? Just that i wish one thing can happen to me right now , just one thing before she go back , leaving Taiwan , wishing that i can celebrate the New Year of 2013 together . Its okay if she not right beside with me , i can stay far away from her , but ... just that i wanna be the one seeing her in my 1st of the 2013 year . This maybe the bestest 2013 gift i ever have ...

When we're broke up , I notice that I really do love her , but everything came too late.Now , I just can pray for her happiness every single day .

In my life I have met many people who are really worth recalling. But perhaps the most unforgettable person I’ve ever known is one of my classmate , to peoples’ who thought that she’s just a normal girl , but for me,  I think she means more than normal . Cause , She’s not just a classmate to me ,  she is the one whom I care and I love the most . She is funny , easy to get mad but cute , pretty and more than other people can’t imagine .  

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I don’t know , from the 1^st time , me , attracted by her , she was performing a dance , it surprised me a lot , and that time I was stunned from her . Slowly , I began finding her chat in online , and I can tell , it was my greatest and happies conversation I ever had with her .

Days and days , we moved on , and we finally be together as girlfriend and boyfriend , not just a normal friend anymore . But sadly , after few months ago , we broke up . Of course , I being sad for quite a long time , but somehow , I told myself , I never regret be with her , so when people ask where I love the most , I will say Taiwan . Cause It gave me the best memory I had with her .